Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Racking Debt

It seems like everytime I get close to paying something off, something comes up and I lose all my self control and end up in debt again. I suppose to some degree I will always be in debt, but my debt to Dane and the United Visa and everything just keeps getting bigger and bigger. I have finally put away both my credit cards so I can't cause any more trouble. Except I still cause trouble and now I only have $65 to last till March 23rd. *sigh* The only thing I really need to spend money on anyway is the Hafla on the 19th, so it's not a big deal AND it will give me (and others) incentive to stay home this weekend and focus on the BIG chore - cleaning the basement of all the filth, clutter, old appliances, litter, and stuff. Dane gets to get organized and toss half his clothes, Rhi gets to toss half her clothes, and I get the wonderful task of cleaning everything in between: the stairs, laundry area (especially behind the washer and dryer), organizaing the storage area, cleaning my room of art, organizing my already organized area, and helping Dane and Rhi with anything. I'm anticipating this being a two-day event, but you never know. We did such a good job rearranging the garage, that this might go just as smooth. Plus we need to do camping inventory in preparation of Moab.

I have at least been good about exercising on my bike and at the gym even if I am not so good at doing my tapes at home. And I ditched belly dance last night. And I've had desserts. A LOT of desserts. But it appears as though I am losing weight and I'm getting better and better each time I attend my yoga class. Yeah me!! This is the hardest part for me, it's like once I start to actually see results, I throw in the towel. I've already started slipping (the desserts) so now that I am aware of this slippage, I will work even harder to keep things under control, cause I am doing a good job and if I just keep at it, I will lose the pounds. Then I can get my tatts removed, then an augmentation!! Yeah!

3 comments:

Cub25 said...

I am rocking in my chair in the fetal position. I don't know if I am capable of throwing anything out.

I am scared. Next thing I know you are going to take away my "Ranch"

Ok need to breathe.......

Cub25 said...

It's all getting thrown out!!!!!

Becks said...

Congrats on the progress and working out!! Desserts are yummy. I miss them. I think it's okay to induldge a little *smile* way to go!!

*hug*