Well, it's done. I can't turn back now (well I can, but it would cost me). I am going to get some work done in time for the wedding. Dr. Egrari had an opening in his schedule last week and I consulted w/ him for about 2 hours. After a long discussion with Dane and sleeping on it, plus final discussions and details with friends and family, I've decided to go ahead with a few cosmetic procedures. Now that it is a reality I am scared spitless. #1 of the pain/surgery itself, #2 of the financial obligations I've created for myself for the next few years. Overall I am excited and it has given me new motivation to work out extra harder and watch what I eat. Of course adopting a vegan diet has GREATLY limited my what I put in my mouth to begin with and you can't possibly get too crazy with veggies and tofu. At any rate, I am excited. Dane is not. He is upset about the money and what it means for our wedding and overall financial position. I personally don't think he's in any position to say anything considering the purchases he's made for HIMSELF and the financial boat he's gotten into. I am paying for this stuff and don't I deserve a treat? I've been fucked over by "friends" out of money, scrimping for school, and talked out of promised stuff for too long now. It's time I do something for me. Of course if nothing goes awry (which we all know it will - something always comes up, a car breaks, a creditor knocks on your door, a pair of Dolce & Gabbana shoes goes on sale, something) then there wont be any worry. Regardless, I've decided to do it and be happy for my decision regardless of what the nay-sayers may nay.
In other news, I just found out that one of the 5 CFA's quit (we are already down by 2). So now the 4 of us will get shafted with at least another 2 units. Nice. Just when I was establishing a routine. And it's not like it will be like this for only a few weeks. Under the new policy, CFA's must be in training for at least 6 - 9 months before taking on their portfolio. So assuming we hire someone tomorrow, it will be June or August 07 before our workload is decreased. Once again, we all already have 2 - 3 units that we are already backing up for. I can't be too bitchy though, I'm reminded by the elders here (elder in seniority not in actual age) that at one time it was considered the "norm" to have 10 - 15 units. Eff that dude.
Back to work for me.
3 comments:
Wow girl, ya did it huh?!?!
Congrats;) Sorry we missed each other this weekend, I thought about you the whole time.
Keep us posted and remember, that as woman we are often guilted into doing things for ourselves for this or that reason.
Eff that dude :)
Love ya
S
I'm torn about the CFA quitting. On the one side, I know it'll create a lot of extra work for the remaining CFAs, but when did she not flake out at a critical moment and create extra work anyway?
The other (bigger) half of me says good riddence. I tend to not have a whole lot of respect/sympathy for people who seem to have no loyalty for the organization. Granted, I get pissed off on occasion, but I really love what I do and I think that anything worth doing well is worth sticking through some rough patches.
Thus endeth my blog within your blog (again).
(go boobies!!)
sounds like your plan for world domination is going well. :)
I of course worry about ANY procedure. Since you've already decided to the positive, I'll just keep my fingers crossed for all to go speck-tack-u-laarrrrr.(rolling R's)
is this an in and out deal?
btw, you inspired me to look into getting rid of the chin I've had since I hit puberty. ;) If there's ever a wedding to plan for - I'm getting it done before then!
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