Priorities

So for most of my life I have struggled with my weight. There have been a few times that I have been on the more slender side, but it was never because I was involved in anything healthy. Well that's going to change. I got my Bikram Yoga book (finally) and I'm going to start going to BY daily, at least for the next 4 months. The goal is to lose the weight by the time I shed my Colorado skin. It's perfect. D isn't around, so it's not like I'm ignoring him, I can perfectly fit it into my schedule and still be done by 6:00 and have time for dinner, chat, homework, whatever. I believe if I do this, if I stick to this one thing, I will be plenty slim in no time. I will have to modify my diet slightly as we know from last Tuesday that I need lots and lots of food energy to complete a class. But I can and will do this. Once and for all, I'm tired of doing stuff that doesn't work, all these silly fads like Atkins, South Beach, Weight Watchers, cocaine - it hasn't worked for me! But Yoga, Yoga has worked since before man knew how to record history!! And maybe for once I learn some discipline. Ya know? I just need to buckle down and stop eating so bad, filling my body w/ toxins, etc. Now this doesn't mean that I will *never* drink or eat fast food again, no it simply means that I will do it in much smaller quantities than before. I work so hard in Yoga to just go out and fill my body with poisons when I'm done. And it effects my performance, and I'd rather be a good Yogi than a great partier. And won't it be so fun to be all nice and trim for D! YES!!!

Other than that, I'm just plugging away at overtime and homework. I have my Business Law II final this Thursday, I'm sure I'll do okay. Then I start Intermediate Acct I - dun dun duuuuuunnnn!!! But I'm ready. I'm really happy. I feel focused, deteremined.

The newest NIN cd With Teeth is awesome. Courtesy of Nate in Seattle, thank you! I'm listening to it now and it has a lot of different, great sounds. Trent does a lot of shifting from speaker to speaker (if that makes sense) and toggles between electronic and real instruments. Good stuff.