So of course I went to go see SITC when it came to theatres and whenever reruns are on TBS I can't help but watch the rest of the episode even though I've seen every episode at the very least 3 times. Not only do I love the story and the characters but I also love to remember the time in my life when I first watched SITC.
The feelings are bittersweet as I can't share them with the person that I experienced them with but I will never forget that summer and the wonderful times I had with this person. I also know that it would not be the same even if we were talking. Time and distance has a way of doing that. I know that this person is doing well through the grape vine and I couldn't be prouder! All I ever wanted was to see this person succeed. I think in my efforts to help I hindered her more than anything, but the intentions were golden.
I've been thinking about that a lot lately and just today I had a phone call from Peck. Now here's someone where time and distance seems to stand still for me. For us really. No matter how many days have passed since we last talked, it always seems like it has only been a few minutes even when we spend hours on the phone catching up. I love talking to her and reminiscing our past - the good and bad. I miss her. Of all my friends, I haven't seen her in the longest time. In fact - I want to say when she was last living in our house was the last time I saw her. Wow. It would be nice to see her again and I'd love to meet Big D.
I'll be traveling to CO soon - I'll put the details in a separate post, so there goes any notion of going to TX to visit Peck but it's never quite off my radar. I hope to see her soon.
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As you know, I've gone through a period of "shedding" relationships that were no longer healthy for me. In my case, it was an entire group of people and I sometimes wonder if they think of me or even miss me. I miss one girl in particular, we were very close for many years and experienced some pretty intense events together, the kind that tend to bond people for life. I feel remorse at times, for the nature of our 'divorce' but know always that it was nessisary.
One thing I know for certain is that I will always appreciate my experiences with this group and I hold no hard feelings toward them now. I can now see that the parting of our ways was simply a matter of growing apart, changing of life direction, etc. At the time, I felt like a real jerk tho. Like I had betrayed a trust of sorts, but now I am able to be more objective about it and know that we all learned and grew from the situation as much as we could. From that I've taken the knowledge that friendships are valuable, that I am a nurturing and loving friend and I know now to take more time getting to know people, take careful consideration of where I put my attention and efforts and I am not sure I could've learned it any other way.
You and I both have a long happy life ahead of us. People will move in and out of them throughout our lives, but we will both always havae these few bonded friendships that keep us grounded and connected.
love ya
xo
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