Ch ch ch changes!!

I almost forgot! I'm going in for my second dose of the knife. While this time will not even be in the ballpark that my last surgery was, I will be under for a spell and get some minor touch ups done. Mostly scar revision but a little contouring to make sure everything is evened out. Surgery is on Monday and the lovely HG has offered her services (again) with helping me out. AND over her b-day! I'm a lucky gal!

While that's going on, Sarah will be visiting her fam in upper WA which is just fine cause she can take my car without me needing it. Perfect. I'm excited for her to come down! I feel bad because my priority the first couple days she's here will center around the parade but I'm lucky that Sarah is easy-going and excited for me and the parade. I am soooo happy that she'll get to see the parade and ME in the parade! I'm like a boasting peacock! And she'll get to meet work friends, and RB, and my other crew of buddies. It's going to be so much fun!

The parade is ready to go with some minor changes here and there. Costumes are done, dances are memorized - now lets' just hope it doesn't rain on our parade!

Work is going well. I'm a little bummed that they wont be able to help at all with my financing the CPA review but I understand why they can't. I fear that I may be quickly outgrowing my job there. Not a bad thing, but definitely sad. I'm cinching up the Policies and Procedures book this month and starting on the Audit/Internal Controls book next month. I should be ready to nail the audit this year - YAY!

School is going well - I'm in my last core MBA class - less than 3 weeks left then it's online only for the remaining 5 accounting classes. My last day of class is officially 2/23 which means for 3 weeks (right during my b-day) I'll be doubling up on CPA classes and UOP. It will be daunting but I can do it. Then I plunge right into my CPA exam for Business. The review process is grueling but I know I can do it - I made it this far, right? I'm meeting with a gal in 2 weeks to discuss the process and what I can do to be the best prepared for it.

Dane is doing well too -nothing really new on that end. Things are good and he's been very helpful and kind the past couple weeks.

Cats are good too. They are so cute.

That's about all for now! I'll post next week in my surgery drugged out haze! Fun!

Time For a Change

So all my posts recently have been all about what I'm doing. No girth or depth. Recently I haven't had time to think about much other than the day to day stuff but believe me there are thoughts twirling around in my brain.

For starters I get really sick of Dane's attitude with me on a lot of stuff. He often asks like I ask the world of him when asking for help around the house or to do things that should be on his radar (considering he's an adult) like getting his hair trimmed in a timely manner. Then he lays this guilt trip on me about how he provides such a nice life for me and I'd be in a cardboard box w/o him (my words, not his). And while I appreciate what he does for our life together, I hate having him dangle it over my head like I'm some stay-at-home wife that doesn't earn her keep.

I'm just venting really, but it does do a mind f*ck on me. I get so mad sometimes that I wish we weren't married and I could just leave. Sometimes I think "what's the point", I don't want to change the way he is but at the sametime he's not what I want/need. What to do, what to do?

In other aspects I'm so happy with Dane. I really don't want to leave him but I get tired of being his shadow. I'm sure everything will be fine. Just some thoughts to chew on.