They pulled me back in..
Hee hee - we got through season one of The Sopranos. Very good. I really like Carmella's character. It will probably take some time to get through the show, which is good, gives us something to do this winter.
I"m happy for the 3 day week coming up. Got plans with RB on Wed - that will be nice. I could use some time with her. It feels like forever since we've hung out. I swear - one weekend by myself and I feel starved for friend time. 13 Coins will be cool too. I'm drooling just thinking about the food and I've never even had it.
One more month of freedom then I start school again. Seriously - it's taking all I got to continue forward. I will NEVER quit but I think I might take up bitching about school as a hobby.
I'm trying to convince my dad to come up for Cmas. So far it doesn't sound like it will happen but I'm holding my breath and crossing my fingers.
The scar revision looks great though I can tell right now that I will want the entire revision. I asked Dane about getting a nose job and he thinks I'm crazy. Maybe I'll have Doc touch up w/ some lipo. Hopefully by then (Feb or Mar) I can lose a little weight and get to my desired shape. I could probably put the entire cost on my credit card by that time. We'll see.
I've been jonesin to book a trip - somewhere, anywhere. We scrapped the Antartica idea for now, don't have the money to do it the way we want to, but we have been tossing around other ideas like 2 weeks in Europe or New Years in New York. We'll see. I think it's compensating for something else personally. Which is why I haven't booked anything yet. I get very impulsive when I'm not happy or ancy. I need to learn to shake that habit.
In the meantime, I have plenty of Hoegaardens to hoe-d me over. HAHAHAH!! I crack myself up.
Let's see what else? Absolutely nothing because I'm a boring piece of shit! Seriously - when did I lose my edge? When did I ever have an edge? What am I doing with myself that's worth something even if only to me? I need a hobby (other than bitching about school)...I guess until school's over I can have the gym be my hobby. But outside of that I need something. I should start doing my art stuff again. Maybe I'll bust that stuff out.
Willy is doing good. He's so cute. Dewey doesn't yell at him anymore but the girls hate him. It will take time before there is peace in the house. And Willy will definitely need "bell therapy" before we can have a Cmas tree. I can't wait for Cmas this year. I'm really happy and excited for it. I want to decorate and have a tree. I LOVE gingerbread lattes. I swear that will be the sole reason why I won't lose weight this season. Damn Sbux.
Oh yeah, and the Seahawks won. Which is cool, but Dane takes it as a personal victory because we won against Chicago which somehow relates to Rhi. I hadn't even put the two thoughts together but clearly Dane did. Rhi was my best friend but I think Dane feels more loss/bitterness/hurt than I ever did. Maybe it was the money. Which again is BS because Dane made me reimburse him for Rhi's loan so in the end I was the one that foot the $2000 bill for her paycheck advances. Yikes I tell ya. Never lend money to a friend. Though...I have to say that there is someone out there that has made good on their promise and I love this person dearly for it. Maybe someday Rhi will come around and realize that no matter what went down with us, a debt is still owed. I pulled the same shit with Randall. I borrowed over $2G from him and went through a phase where I flat out denied that I owed him. I even pinned it someone else. Shame, shame. In the end (about two years after the fact) I realized that regardless of how things ended up with us and not matter what I spent the money on, it was still me that owed him the money and I fessed up and paid up. Now our relationship has never been and never will be the same but at least I can look him (and myself) in the eye now. Course I am me and Rhi is she. She probably has a different take on the situation. In fact, I doubt that will ever change. I'm not eating out of can or living in a box but it sure would be nice to be repaid. Really, it's the respectful thing to do.
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I heart The Soprano's SO much. When I first really got into it, I must've spent at least every Sunday for months watching it.
Carmella's carachter really evolves too through the show. She really faces a challenging dynamic on so many levels.
I also tend to get very impulsive when I'm unhappy somehow, for me I think it's some sort of instant gratification that will allow me to focus on ANYTHING else other than whatever it is that is bugging me. I did a lot of that about a year ago as I recall:(
Anywhoozle, all your traveling sounds fun! I hope we can got to Mexico together someday, it'll be a while for me, but some day!
So is Stinker harassing Willie? Poor kitty!
I hate money in personal relationships. There are few people I would loan money too and most of them aren't my friends or family for that matter.
It's all so icky and painful. I know if I am ever involved with anyone EVER EVER EVER again, this person must meet the pre-requisettes. Good job, own their own home or otherwise live on 100% on their own, own a vehicle and are 100% legal to drive it and must have better and more credit than myself.
But as a rule, I will never loan out or borrow from anyone in any kind of social way again.
ever.
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